so, tonight, after scouts, and dinner out, i got home and wasnt too long, i got a message asking if i could come get someone to take them to the ER.
i didnt have any issue with that.
got craig, myself, some yarn, crochet needles, and headed out.
decided to stay to make sure this individual could go home and not have to call a taxi..
but on the way in the hospital ER, outside in the parkinglot, as im just outside my car, having shut the doot, i hard the sound of metal hitting the ground.
had that distinctive "ding" sound.
i THOUGHT i had dropped a crochet needle, so craig gets on his hands and knees uses his pocket flashlight, and we scour the area, and find..NOTHING!
so, i just shrug that all off, go inside, and wait, crochet to pass the time away.
eventually our freind comes out and we take her home, we head home, im almost to my driveway when i realize im NOT wearing that ring i love so much. the silver ring with my moms initials G.J.M. on it!
and i dawns on me..THAT was the sound i heard!
so we hurry back to the parkinglot, and thankfully its barren, and we look...still.NOTHING.
i go inside tell the guys at the desk, who come out and help me look, and we all find..NOTHING.
im sure its been picked up by some random person...possibly to be pawned off at a pawn shop for pennies.
why did i title this blog what i did?
cause there is balance in all things.
we USUSALLY say, for every trial, youll have a blessing, but we also have to remember for every blessing, there is always a trial as well.
so it was, i have a trial. i lost that ring. and i feel really bad about that. almost sure my mom would have had a fit, but then i also can hear her saying to me, "dont get all worked up over it, it was just a ring, cant take it with you when you die, anyway"..and this is truth. i cant.
but it was a speacial ring to me, forever (for now, anyway) lost.
and its MY fault.
thats what i get for loosing weight.
a positive, that has an equal negative.
Balance in ALL things.
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